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The silent television that no one turned off

To the truth and beyond any doubt to purity that echoes in the madness of an uncensored mind. A constant reminder that my heart knows better than the times that have past. This is an attempt for a voice that is resilient to the most chaotic silences.

A place to store me and more….


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(Picture credits: Mindi Oaten “Release”)

I met my sister on a summer evening.

She was running in the water by the beach!

She was all that I wanted in myself

Free free free

Such glory and pride

Like clouds under her feet

She took me by my sleeve

And taught me how to fly

And then we met the stars

And thus we lived in sky

She’d dance so sweet and soft

Like not a worry no sigh

The music of our heart

Was all we needed by our side

My sister so wild so calm so deep

Was naive and honest

And as pure can be

And hence I worried

I fretted I cried

I cannot endanger

My precious pea

And so I took her with me

Into the deep sea

Deep under the water

Under motionless skies

I built her a castle

With no doors and no windows

And no release

And thus I left my sister

The best part of me

And I carried on alone

No smile and no relief

But now I’m wiser and bolder and brave

And I shall have my sister

In my very heart I pray

And thus I walk into waters

Unknown and dark and deep

To fetch back my glory

I’ll tear down the walls

I’ll break them with my fist

I need my sister, my sincere true gift

And once again as I see her

I hug her so warm

She smiles and cries and screams her heart

And I admire all her parts

And now as I hug her

She walks into me

Nestled in my heart

She guides me true to be

She points to the stars again

And reminds me hard

That is where we should be

And this is just a start!



(Picture credits: Sarah Garrett: “Caged Bird”)

I exist and sometimes I don’t

For my existence is not my own

I arrived here

And someday I’ll leave

Living a life not my own

There are claims on my body

By living and ghosts alike

Worshipped by a few

Massacred by many

Killers of hope let gone

My feet agile and strong

Buried in the grave of dreams

Like a bird caged by butcher

In the darkest nightmares

I let out my silent screams

For my voice is not my own

I’m mute to be

I exist and sometimes I don’t

And darkness is all I see

Forgive me,

I’m mute no more

And I’ll sing like a caged bird

Of fears unknown

And my songs will be heard

On lonesome streets that grip their feet with fear

For I sing of freedom and power infinite

And may it be known today

That when I cease to exist

In memory, thought and form

Mankind itself will drown



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(Picture credits: Kazimir Malevich “Red House”)

There is a house by the sea

With the walls too high to reach

There is a house by the sea

A house with no key

A house with the garden

Of roses and wild trees

With the scents so sweet

Of dreams and memories

A house by the sea

Far away from me

Nestles my heart

And caresses its beat

A house by the sea

And the ocean of delusion in between

I swim so hard

I swim in my sleep

My lungs filled with sand

That lures me to depths mean

I smell the smoke from far away

Burning books of my dreams

I smell the smoke in my breathe

And the smoke becomes me

Lost in this ocean of haze

Trying to reach the house by the sea

Waves conquer my eager soul

I try to keep myself free

And then in the depths of raucous roars

I found the missing key

The ocean parts for the one who dreams

And the stars ignite the soul

And then I ran to my heart

At the house by the sea

To claim the lost me

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It is a structure

It is a cage that binds

All my flights

It is a dark cloud

It locks the sun that smiles

I become a loner

Tell me

You’ll love me in this storm

If I could shake them

All these aliens

A mob of tricksters

They pull me under

A sea of leaves

Those writhe in winter

As the cold wind burns my lung

Tell me

You’ll hold me in this storm

And then I wither

It steals a bit by bit

Until you’ll see nothing more

But an empty shell and broken teeth

Tell me

You’ll save me from this storm

And take me home

To keep me warm

And if I ask you now

Will you take me over?

Keep me safe from my stranger?


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Picture Credits: Running Children by Vickie Wade

Be it as it may

Our hearts pure

As winter snow

Hand in hand

We circle the world

Be it as it may

We sit

By the golden fields

Looking at the sky

Blue for me

Orange for you

Lend your scent

To the breeze

For the times

You will be away

Be it as it may

We hide by the trees

Whispering our wishes

And tossing coins into sea

Exchanging promises

That leaves bend to steal

Be it as it may

We have the night and the sea

And I’ll share my laughter

With the dancing flowers

For when you want to meet

Under the stars

You show me your world

Dog eared maps

Coins stuck in torn jeans

You ponder over the mystery

Be it as it may

My dog circles us

Glances of envy green

I give you

My magic shells and keys

And birds I hide in dreams

Be it as it may

We sleep pleasantly

Lips adorned

With crumbs and smiles

Under the velvet skies

Be it as it may

We will forever be

Boy with a map

Girl with a key

Circling the world

Under tender sun

Be it as it may

We live

In each other’s hearts

Cramped with beats

As promises within






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Picture Credits: Beach lovers by Vickie Wade

Over the hills

Across the sea

Stood a valley

Pure and green

There bloomed a bud

Precious with dew

In its heart lived a queen

Untouched like a dream

Her heart so wild

And spirit free

She lived by the stars

And slept by the leaves

Singing her dreams

And playing her tunes

She would pray to the sea

To give her the moon

She whispered her wishes

To the velvet waves at feet

With the sea wind

Guarding her memories

She would run wild

With a heart of a child

Looking at the stars

Too much for the sky

And with flowers

Worshipping her mysteries

She slept on a dream

Like a voyage serene

But the cunning winds

They loot they steal

Like a storm

That destroys from within

My maiden lost her light and shine

As the sea lost

Her memories divine

And now my queen

With a heart in a flower

Fell to the seabed

Locked in time

Her tears hidden

Forever and saline

Her voice silent

Deep inside

She lived with rocks

Pebbles and moss

For a thousand years

Beaten and lost

Until on a day unlike rest

With sun so bright

A happy bird

Brought a lovely song

A single sound

For the deafened ears

Reminding her love

And the beauty she was

Music wrapped around

Like wings to fly

She scaled so high

She flew across the waters

By the hills to see

Her savior

An alchemist of life and bliss

There he was

Gentle and free

With stars in his eyes

Sold by the sky

Sun in his hair

And a heart that was hers

He said to her

‘I was waiting always’…





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Sailing with the sea wind

Across a sea with no shore

She braved a raging tempest

And tides with wild roar

No ghosts and no memories

No meadows to long for

Her heart was a wild breeze

Vast deep mystery and more

Flying by the crimson sky

Drowned in ruthless pour

Down came a butterfly

Caught midway to flowers of yore

Landing in her eye

It weaved across her heart

Merging in its wings and colours

It was her love and art

Travelling to grass

It bought her nectar and flowers

Scaling the skies

As the sun played his part

She watched its wings in air

She could feel like a dream

Her feet across the grass

With her love by the stream

On a day like rest

But not as much

The heaven sent a storm

And a raven in its gale

It scaled across the sky

In its pursuit

Of the innocent butterfly

She battled many a bruises

She saved it in her heart

The raven returned with no hope

After many a try

But the determined sea

Was merciless

In its wake to the sky

So she traced the horizon

With tears in her eyes

To save her love

The one who shouldn’t cry

So as the sea

Pulled her inward

Her sails anchored to seabed

She bid farewell to her heart

Sending it to the moon

Through a kaleidoscope

And a magic wand

Safe from the tides so wry

And then she set her final sails

With a smile

To a world far below

As her lover

Flew into night

Safe and high above

There they lived forever

A heart and a butterfly

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Love is a star

In my heart

I hide with warmth

And blessings from Lord

Love is a bird

In my breath

Flames in its flight

That seasons can’t tame

Love is a moon

In my eye

Bound by the clouds

Kaleidoscope sky

Love is a song

In my dreams

Dressed with hymns

Gifted by mountain breeze

Love is a scent

From the rains at the gates

Covers me with grace

Love is the air

In my lungs

And I wish

You could

Sing with me too

But keep me safe

In your heart

Until we do













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Picture Credits: Celia Thaxter’s Isles of Shoals, Maine

Walking on long grass

Looking at the fireworks

Searching for a dream

She never knew

Flying to the stars

Consulting with birds

On a merry – go – round she flew

Heaven and earth

Left her low

With no signs of you

So she led herself

To magicians and crystal balls

And the tales they brew

Tales that served her little hope

She lay down with leaves

Whispering her love

To daffodils

Her tears their glistening dew

Tired and tested

Drifting to the island of sleep

She prayed her love comes true

And smiling angels from

Heaven above sent their love

Through and through

So in her sails of dreams

She stole a map

With a cheerful thank you

Sailing with winds and birds

She reached a garden

Where mystic winds blew

And then she woke

In innocence and delight

She found her beside you

With whispers of love

And breathe of joy

They stared at skies

Of peacock blue

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